The end of the tunnel…

What is it that one day you see something, and then the next day that you look you see something completely different? You going from being level headed and marginally interested, to waking up and your first thought is wanting to speak to them …to truly caring about them. What is that feeling? It’s crazy…

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I ain’t never gunna let nothing get in the way
You play your cards all right you’re an Ace
You make my nights so bright you’re my days
You took me out of the maze
You are number one

See I don’t understand how you’re number one
When it was just a fling before now, you’re the one
See all I did was blink twice from my homie to my only
Number one

You lift me off the ground
I always want you around
I ain’t gunna let nothing get in the way
I’ll never let nothing get in the way

Tinchy Stryder ~ Number 1

Gleedon!

Hey kids and parents of kids and super-old, like ancestor-old-but-not-dead-yet-type people, just poking my oversized head in to say that the rumors are true… unless something very odd happens in the next few months, I will have the privilege of shooting an episode of GLEE. Why GLEE? Because I love cops, serial killers and gritty urban drama (I haven’t seen the show yet). Why me? Because they’re struggling and can’t afford real directors.

Those, ladies and gentlemen, are the words of my beloved Joss Whedon. Upon reading them I even did somewhat of a happy dance. I mean, Joss + Glee …it’s like Christmas come early for me!!

If anyone wants to read the full Joss announcement it can be found HERE. Meanwhile, excuse me while I go re watch Once More With Feeling and imagine the possible of this coming event…

*gleegasm*

November Secrets

I love how sometimes, PostSecret reveals secrets you never even knew you had…

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For Clare…

I had an amazing night…

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Don’t know much about your life.
Don’t know much about your world, but
Don’t want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don’t know about my past, and
I don’t have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it’s not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there’s solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there’s solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There’s nothing like love to pull you up,
When you’re laying down on the floor there.

So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there’s solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don’t know much about your life
And I don’t know much about your world.

Celine Dion ~ Taking Chances

S**t Secrets

Even though there were a healthy selection of cards on PostSecret this week, none of them actually stood out for me. I wonder though, did this one stand out to you …

Thoughts of the day…

I’ve discovered the lyrics that perfectly describe how I’ve been feeling the last few days – “It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time”

I’m not sure who or what I want, but it’s all a little confusing I can tell you that much. Who thought that I would get so much attention …and who would have thought I’d not even be all that interested in it? :s

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On a completely unrelated note, everyone needs to watch this video of the fabulous Tim Minchin on Jonathan Ross – it certainly brightened up my day!

Better than being alone

You let me in
‘Cause after all
It seemed like the right thing to do

I closed my eyes
And let you fall
I wonder what you could possibly know
About breaking down that I don’t

It’s been awhile
Since I begged for
Anything but now I want more

So lay me down
I’m lonely
You don’t understand me
And you’d never even try to
Anyway

I hear you say
It’s not the same
I’m sorry
It’s something I just can’t explain

So shut your mouth
And hold me close
We both know
It’s better than being alone

I don’t mind
Killing time
As long as I can’t see it in your eyes

If wanting you’s so wrong then I’m wrong
I’ll admit it
Time after time you’ll realize
You don’t mean it

Lay Me Down ~ The Wreckers

Dating…

Dating is a brutal game it seems.

“If you break her heart, I’ll break your legs.”

I guess I’ve been warned…

You don’t mess with the Irish!

That Sunday feeling!

PostSecret!!

First date…

Ok, so it has been a very long time since I’ve had a first date …quite possibly 2 years actually since I’ve had a real official one!

Want some good news…?
On Friday I have a date

Surprisingly, it’s not with the same person I was blogging a little while back about. It seems that my apprehension about dating, might actually have just been an apprehension about dating her. It’s quite a relief actually. I mean, I literally jumped at the chance when this new girl asked me out… Maybe I’m not as broken as I thought.

Oh, and did I mention …she’s Irish